Thursday, December 26, 2013

Riding Waves Book Chapter 4.1

                                                    Now
                                            February 2012

     As I lie in bed, I keep thinking about the last few months of my life. I know that Dan and I got into another fight tonight, but my thoughts keep drifting back to what happened between Dan and I in January and what he expects from me now whenever we are alone. I should stop thinking. I could go watch TV with my sisters, I am sure that they are still awake. I could talk to my mom about this, or my dad. I could write in my journal about what happened tonight with Dan, but instead I lay in bed thinking. 
     Dan and I have been together for seven months now since our first date going to the carnival last July. A few weeks after we started dating, Dan started to confide in me. It made me feel so good when he said that I was so easy to talk to, and that he felt that I would not judge him for the way that he felt. He told me that no one really cares about him. His parents work all the time and his brother is older and too busy to bother with him. He said that his sisters just talk to each other. Ashley is one of his sisters and my best friend, so he knows not to criticize her to me, but she never really talks about Dan so I know that they aren’t very close. Dan has always gotten himself into trouble for as long as I can remember.      

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Riding Waves Book Ch 3


                                                  Then
                                             May 2011

    I can’t believe that I am graduating from high school. It feels as if my life is just beginning to start as I stand and wait for them to call my name. Some people think that high school is the best, but I never really loved it. I enjoyed certain classes, but I look forward to college. I want the freedom to pick my own schedule and classes. I saw my family watching when I walked in during the processional, so I look over at them and smile. Ashley is sitting way back behind me because we are alphabetical. I see her row stand as I move towards the stage.





Riding Waves Book Ch 2

                                                  Now

                                          January 2012

     After my mom says goodnight on the phone, I walk into the bathroom down the hall. As I stare at my reflection in the mirror, I look the same as I always do, but I can’t seem to recognize myself. I quickly wash my arm and change into a long sleeve shirt so that I can’t see what I have done again. As I lay back in bed to finally sleep, I do feel better. That’s the problem. My arm stings, but I don’t hurt from Dan’s words and actions anymore. I still hurt, but only from the cut forming on my arm. I know that I am not trying to kill myself when I do this. I don’t think that even the pointed part of a comb or a nail file can do much damage, but as I touch my arm, I feel a slight scar from the last time.



 
Author Susan Marie Schulhof

Sharing my truths

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Riding Waves Book Ch 1 Poem

         Live Life With Courage
         By Harper Anne Johnson

            Follow your passions,
            Spend time with your
                 Loved ones,
          See the world around you,
            Help others in need,
          Show others the real you,
              Enjoy everything,
                      And
                  Choose to
           Live Life with Courage!





Riding Waves Book Ch 1

    Then
     April 2011

       “Live Life With Courage” was the quote printed under my picture in the yearbook. The yearbook staff asked all of the seniors for their favorite quote, so I wrote my own quote based on a poem that I wrote. I feel embarrassed when people ask who wrote it, so I just say that I don’t know. Ashley is the only one that knows the truth, and my family, of course, since the poem is hanging on the wall in my bedroom.


 Author Susan Marie Schulhof








Friday, June 28, 2013

Riding Waves Book Description




                               Riding Waves Book Description

       It can be challenging at any age to balance your needs with the demands of another’s but when Harper starts dating Dan her life spins out of control. As this relationship takes her down a path that is full of pain and turmoil, she doesn’t know how to deal with her emotions until a new friend helps her find a better way to confront and release the pain. Can she learn to ride the waves of life without going under? Will she be able to find her way back to happiness and to herself?


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Working on my new book Riding Waves by Susan Marie Schulhof